Yesterday at the birthday party, one of the girls there had a baby. He was a tiny guy, five weeks old, and I knew I should hold him. I actually have been thinking about that for the past week or so, holding a baby when the time comes or presents itself. And so yesterday I did.
I didn’t feel that ‘oh what a cute baby’ thing right away. I don’t think I felt that at all when I was holding him, which was a couple of different times. Sure he was a cute baby, a little fussy but overall fine. But I think it was a good step for me to take. Once I started thinking about George I gave the baby back to his Mom, that happened both times.
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I can’t imagine how hard that must have been. I don’t really know what else to say, but as always, I’m thinking of you.
I feel terrible that I just realized your loss. Please accept my sincere apology. I had a miscarriage about 8 years ago so I understand your pain. This was a good, healthy step you took. It will always be a bit painful to think back on, but things will get easier over time. Keep your chin up and go at your own pace. YOU know what’s best for you and what you are ready for.
I can’t even fathom in my mind how difficult that must of been! As always you are in my prayers!
You’re so strong to be able to do that. Many women can’t hold or even see babies for a long time after a loss. For me, I had to do it, I had to hold them. I don’t know what it was but if there was a baby around at a family gathering, holding that baby was a must do for me. Thinking of you…